Overwhelmed

Today is a tough day. For no particular reason Thursday, January 25th is hard.

I am finding it increasingly difficult to balance work, being a mom, running my business, finding time for myself/my husband and keeping my house clean, laundry done, and food cooked... all that does not include doing anything fun nor does it include returning any phone calls or making phone calls just to chat or grocery shopping or going to the movies or reading.

I am just too tired.
I have no energy by the end of the day.
I feel like I am barely bobbing on the surface and the water is going to close in over my head.

....and all i want to do is spend time with my baby and do mommy things and not have to worry about paying the bills.